Sub Clinical Depression?

Q: those not aware of the previous history. I have a family history of depression which makes, quite frankly, depressing reading. I have had diagnoses of 'sub-clinical' depression 4 times in the previous 8-10 years and ended up on prozac 18 months ago after a shift of country and various other very stressful events happening in my life. I can remember being 'not depressed' before I was 21, which was the age I went on the pill.

A:I am not saying that people should not take the pill, it was a 'good option' as far as being sure I wasn't going to get pregnant when we couldn't have managed it well, but I am more and more convinced that it had a lot to do with my moods over the last 10 years. I guess what I am saying, that it might be worth other women who have problems with depression trying time off the pill if they are in a relationship that would allow other forms of contraception or if they are in no relationship. Admittedly I didn't have any PMT this first period (but it was a sore wee bastard compared to the ones I had on the pill!) and I will probably get pissed off not knowing when I am due, but for now it is good. "sub-clinical depression" eh? :) Sounds familiar... Ingrid Eve Runden, MD was told by _her_ psychiatrist, Barbara Wolf-Reeve, MD that was what Runden had... then put her drugzzz... All my other friends... psychiatrists... said "sub-clinical depression???

What the hell is THAT?" Hmm... I get that a lot when I go to bed late and the alarm clock goes off "too early"... grumble, grumble.... I also note, that for some reason... I do not wake-up with a song of joy, bursting from my heart... :( "sub-clinical depression" possibly? It's also situational... like when I have to change a flat car tire, in the rain especially! Most shitty feeling (and wet) do I become at those times :( Many phycians would "give" me something were I to bitch about it... for sure.. this way no deductible etc.. or "out of pocket" costs depending on my insurance plan.... and they (too many!) "have done/given me something".